The smell of you is revolting
\nThe decay of flesh breaking away
\nFrom the humanity
\nBeing reborn here
\nIn the hills
\nIn the urine strained streets
\nBurbling hobo techno homo sexual suction action
\nGetting traction on the clickety clack
\nBoardwalks through to downtown<\/p>\n
This fight we have together
\nIs slipping towards surreal in the sense
\nOf predetermination
\nJust like the irony I find in you
\nBeing so magical and profoundly hopeless
\nIs edible
\nAnd now I must
\nWithdraw my position
\nRegarding your destruction<\/p>\n
So this mission, right,
\nIt\u2019s a vision, but that\u2019s only part of its thing
\nIt\u2019s a way to release some piece of inside
\nLike built-up blood that\u2019s important for beating
\nBut detracts from your breathing
\nUntil you\u2019re screaming and soaking and floating
\nAnd bleeding in tubes hung loosely inside you
\nThe rub is
\nAll tangled around you
\nIt surrounds binds and chokes you
\nUntil you\u2019re due to explode<\/p>\n
So that\u2019s the thing then
\nThat\u2019s why I came here
\nTo explode and expand and become
\nBigger than everything
\nIt\u2019s a bigness that is important for growth
\nBut even more so
\nFor destroying all hope<\/p>\n
And you are not fair
\nBeyond even the sense
\nThat it\u2019s impossible to be so
\nYou are not even nice
\nBut I embrace you and wipe the dirt from my lips
\nFor there is niceness in coldness
\nNot previously known as
\nAnd while the dirt glitters I sniff it
\nAnd threaten the rub
\nBut the stiffness is deafening
\nAnd strangling what\u2019s hanging over the edges
\nOf you<\/p>\n
So it must be like this
\nIt seems
\nIt must be like this
\nYou must
\nTry to destroy me
\nAnd I must
\nSmile
\nAnd love you
\nUntil I\u2019m ready
\nFor the rub<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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