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How I found love at the shopping mall

I fell in love with a corpse in a stairwell, I fell into a corpse that I saw swinging, It fell into my path of parabolic love swinging from a stairwell ceiling, With love but not feeling I was unexpected … Continue reading

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Everything is sad except for sadness itself

Events occurring one level above real Floating in crowds in total blindness Chatting to masked men in alleys in the city Whispering harsh platitudes to walls Re: the murder Everything is sad now ‘Cept sadness itself Killings planned out in … Continue reading

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It Seems That I Recovered You

I remembered you in that moment, Staring for no adequate reason across rocks and loose binding meanings. Holding strings of touch and taste together, Kicking dust and watching clouds resultant. Eventually I began to walk. I swung my arms in … Continue reading

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God’s Most Gracious Gift

As a little girl Jean spent her time Waiting for God’s most gracious gift To be delivered to her In sandals and in dresses Learning how to be curved Jean stood by roadsides in different countries Waiting She drank poisons … Continue reading

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San Francisco: The Rub

The smell of you is revolting The decay of flesh breaking away From the humanity Being reborn here In the hills In the urine strained streets Burbling hobo techno homo sexual suction action Getting traction on the clickety clack Boardwalks … Continue reading

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Project doggyLickLick

Was my doggyLickLick on Was my doggy Did my theory of coils fit the matter that we had Did it matter Do I become fatter and fatter near the end of time Did my doggyLickLick love Did it love Can … Continue reading

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Crashups Left Over After Crossing In The Dull Of The Night

I was in a train smash And one day you will have an affair with a married woman I was in a train smash It was quite strange Seeing the metal float by And knowing that one day you will … Continue reading

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I Appear To Have Fallen In Love With The Whole World

I’m alive now, And then I pass away, I cry at my descent, I cry at my passing, Now and then I pause, And reflect with caution, Appalled at myself, I pay my respects. I carry a sack full of … Continue reading

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The Tower

Elsewhere a phone is ringing Bringing hope Bringing shame to the scam Overhanging the gap of asphalt, cheddar and human With a paste of ambivalence and loss Nothing harms the planet from up here Where we live Coughing and dropping … Continue reading

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My Mortality Will Not Kill Me

The dead one is better than the live one, For me, the dead one is no loss, But the live one is a lost one, Is a waste of hate, should be dead. Because the dead one creates a better … Continue reading

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